today had a really melancholy feel to it. aside being hungover and oversleeping and not having my morning coffee, I kind if just felt like crying all day. like hearing Eyeda’s voice in my headphones and knowing he won’t make music again. or walking by the Mexican Consulates and remembering my grandfather and my old house and everything that happened after he died. or feeling like every stupid love song on the radio was written for me and my current situation. or watching Moneyball and thinking about how easy it is to get swept up in things when there’s magic in the air. or maybe it was just seeing your name on my phone, and feeling sincere concern from you, and knowing you’ll be home soon. it’s all gonna be okay. it’s always gonna be okay.