I have a terrible tummy ache and I can’t sleep and it’s too hot under my covers and too cold out in the real world and I all I want is to tell him I miss him and I want him to respond in a way that’s different than normal. and the more I want to talk to him about it all the more certain I become of the answer that will follow. and I don’t think I can deal with that. so I’ll allow myself to be hurt. and I’ll continue to hurt others. until something changes. I’m sure I’ll know what it is when it happens.

 December 21st with 14 notes | reblog
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  1. cocaine--nosejob said: dont keep how you feel from someone before its too late, it’ll eat you up inside
  2. whiskeydays said: Don’t be afraid of the conversation. Even if you hear what you don’t want to then at least you can take it from there and figure things out for yourself, don’t leave it up to him.
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