sometimes I worry I feel too much. I don’t know if it’s because I’m imbalanced. or because I’m a romantic. sometimes it scares me. sometimes I feel like I need to fix myself. like it’s not normal, it’s not okay. but then sometimes after I read a good book or watch a movie that fills you with a warm sadness that makes you wanna walk home instead of taking the bus, it’s then that I realize it’s okay to feel like I do. it’s just hard sometimes. I have to be careful. because I can’t trust my head or my heart.