interviewed for a new job yesterday, I’m supposed to hear back from them today if I got it. I won’t be so upset if I don’t, because I met a cute boy who works in my building today. I’ve been wondering about him since I noticed him a few months ago. Xochi attracted to a non-white boy? crazy.
oh well. these things never last with me anyways. too busy trying to find ways to make my money, and spend it all on myself.
I really just wanna meet someone sweet and genuine and who likes to do cute things sometimes and will take me on dates and do dirty things with me in public places and take photos of us when we fuck and treat me like the little slut I am but still wants to cuddle and and touch my hair and kiss my mouth and walk my dog with me and cook dinner with me and doesn’t have problem sharing sometimes. I’m a conundrum.
xochi got drunk and yelled at a bitch last night. i fucking told him, you should be happy this wasn’t last year when i was drinking a bunch i would have fought her by now. but here we are now. probably ruined one of my best friendships because of it. i just hope he sees how unhealthy she is for him. he’s not the kid he used to be.
i live with a passive aggressive 15 year old. i swear. i came home from work early last night, because i got into an altercation, so i’m already not in a good mood. i have a friend crashing on my couch in my bedroom, so she was here when i got home. apparently she overheard this girl talking about how i was planning on leaving the house, but i said i’d leave if it was our only option, meaning that if this spoiled bitch really feels that entitled to live rent free in a house that i’ve been paying to live in over a year, then fine. but don’t think i don’t see you. so we chill for a while in my room and go out to the living room to watch a movie and eat dinner. she’s in there cleaning, doing dishes i figured she was almost done with, and we start to get settled and she grabs her glass off the kitchen table and says ‘it’s all yours’ as she leaves the room. really bitch? really? i can’t even make dinner in my own fucking house because you feel like i need to walk around your fucking feelings? FUCK YOU BITCH.
If someone said in exchange for me buying you a dildo / vibe (a gift for you to keep), I would like to use it on you. (meaning, the guy's pantalones will not necessarily come off, but he would be doing all the work) Would you be down?
i don’t have sexual relations with strangers from the internet.