interviewed for a new job yesterday, I’m supposed to hear back from them today if I got it. I won’t be so upset if I don’t, because I met a cute boy who works in my building today. I’ve been wondering about him since I noticed him a few months ago. Xochi attracted to a non-white boy? crazy.
oh well. these things never last with me anyways. too busy trying to find ways to make my money, and spend it all on myself.
I really just wanna meet someone sweet and genuine and who likes to do cute things sometimes and will take me on dates and do dirty things with me in public places and take photos of us when we fuck and treat me like the little slut I am but still wants to cuddle and and touch my hair and kiss my mouth and walk my dog with me and cook dinner with me and doesn’t have problem sharing sometimes. I’m a conundrum.